another mix.

had trouble sleeping so had a bunch of different dreams:

-i had one dream where my grandmother is alive and sleeping in a room. this happens often but i usually regard her being alive as normal within the dream. this time i questioned her being alive and went to check on her. it turned out to be my aunt, who is also dead irl. she yelled at me for waking her and i ran off.

-me and david cross are living together in an apartment with my mom and a bunch of other friends/family. for some reason he is drunk and packing a suitcase, saying he is going to leave his girlfriend who is staying with us. i tell him he is being irrational and give him the reasons why. he listens and agrees that he is drunk and being weird, but continues to pack anyway. he eventually goes to bed and falls asleep. then its morning. I see one of my cousins (at a much younger age then she is now) and tell her good morning. i am putting on lotion and for some reason i put a bunch of it on her face. my sister then tells me how weird it is to do that and i agree.

-in a neighborhood of new houses. me, my sister and my uncle are driving around in a suv with a bunch of old newspaper that needs to be recycled. we spot a big green dumpster (container?) by the community pool in the neighborhood. when we get to the pool there are a bunch of hispanic kids standing in and around the pool (for some reason i distinctly remember them all being hispanic, like speaking spanish and brown skinned). when i get to the recycling container it looks like a coke machine on the outside with no buttons and overflowing with newspaper. charlie sheen is hanging out by the coke machine-esque recycling box. I joke with him about an expensive t-shirt with some graphic on it that he is wearing, he states that he bought three shirts like it recently but has no idea where the other two are.
we are at my uncles house,now with my dad, unloading boards from the back of a short flatbed truck. he is laughing and joking while telling me to be careful of these heavy metal slats that are built into the truck bed that he almost smashes my hand while moving. i leave to go set up their internet connection that my aunt has asked me to set up. after i log in and get the internet working the screen flashes between a bunch of people from a webcam viewpoint surfing the web. some are just siting there, some are masturbating and/or are half nude. i look up from the screen and im on a toliet in a bathroom inside of a bedroom. a cousin of mine walks into the room and starts talking to me from outside the bathroom about sports. he pokes his head into the bathroom to make a joke about me pooping and i tell him im not doing anything, which i wasn't even though my pants were down. he walks back into the bedroom and i ask him why there are so many people on his mom's internet connection. he says she wanted it that way for some unknown reason. i tell him about the people i could see on the screen. he laughs.